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"Our baby is in Jesus’ Arms now"

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And he said, “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked shall I return. The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.”  Job 1:21 (ESV)

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Ben got these flowers for me the day before you went to be with Jesus.  Three roses – red for me, yellow for him and a white one for you because we didn’t know if you were going to be a boy or a girl.

Baby, 

This is the only (sort of) “family” picture we have…  Your dad is a photographer you know.  We were going to get some amazing pictures of you and us…  He and I loved you very much!  We were excited to meet you, but I guess now we have to wait a little longer.  Your Uncles and Aunts and Grandparents-to-be were very excited too – one of your uncles had been praying for a long time that you would come.  He wanted to give you four-wheeler rides, go exploring with you and show you how to catch minnows in the pond.  Mama had a lot of dreams for you too!  I was going to have a baby for the first time!  You were going to be born in the spring and all summer I would keep you nearby as we planted a garden, made supper for Daddy coming home, and kept our house tidy.  We hoped to be moved into our new house before you arrived.  We wanted you to have a really nice home to grow up in.  You would grow up healthy and free in the country.  Some days you might have even gone to work with Dad and gotten a lolly at the hardware store!  Dad would also teach you how to work on cars, fix pipes and wire stuff, though if you were a girl you’d be more interested in the kittens that play in the shop!  You would be Mama’s little helper!  I was looking forward to building forts with you in the woods, teaching you your ABC’s and letting you pursue your interests.  We were going to keep each other company while Dad is at work every day.  He works so hard for us, and he loved you too you know.  Well, I need to go and stop crying and try to be cheerful for your Daddy!  It’s supper time.  Just wanted to let you know that we miss you.  

Love, your Mama

Even though I was eight weeks along, we think the baby died or stopped developing at seven weeks (this is what it looked like).
I never got to sing you a lullaby so I’ll have to sing this “Lullaby of Love“. It’s a really neat song for anyone who’s lost a little one through miscarriage.And in memory of you we’re going to plant a tree — someday — maybe in the spring. Because trees are growing, and living, and full of LIFE! Just as you are, in heaven with Jesus. :’)

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  1. Opala

    Naomi
    I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. I know how difficult it is to cope with this loss of life as I have also had a couple of miscarriages including my first pregnancy. I know how it is especially earth shattering when it is the first time you’ve been pregnant and the ensuing fear that perhaps you won’t be able to get pregnant. You’re hormones are also crashing which doesn’t help.

    I hope that you will be able to know the peace of Christ that passes all understanding and that you’ll be surrounded by grace while you heal (physically and emotionally) from this event.

    With love,
    Opala (from Fulton)

  2. Melanie

    Just heard from Grandma today about your sad news. I’m so sorry…it made me cry, reading your post. Love you two!

  3. Carlien

    Oh dear Naomi, I’m so sorry to read this.. thinking of you and praying for you.

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